25/10/2011

All im asking from u is just appreciation, as simple as that..

but what i get in return is ignorance.. and its always been like that all the while..

and when i got mad and show my madness to u, its even worse, instead of  building up our relationship, it build up distance between us..  now that u are so close but ur heart seem so far apart..

i dun even have the right to control my feelings and get mad.. what the hell are all these? how pathetic is that for i cant even show my anger or dissatisfaction to u when i think it should not be a "no" for showing it

alright i guess its time to accept the fact that u are not that into me.. not anymore.. what should i do? call it a quit? but im afraid that i would be the one who regret for it if i do it..

keep things going as if nothing happens? im not sure how long can i still bear it with u.. the question is, why should i even take all these from u..

Depressed...

Its been 4days, freaking 4days!!!!!

maybe u were making some decision, i dont know.. i hope not..

though deep down inside i know what happens and have been mentally prepared for quite a while..

i just wish things turn out to be fine when i see u soon..

and yes we really need to meet up and talk.. at least have a talk first...

i miss u.. every day and night <3

Hope!

Opportunity knock your door only ONCE, 

 if you're serious about changing your life for the BETTER,

you'll not have the fear to GRAB IT!

Appreciate second chances,

because once you lose it, 

you'll never get back what you let go! 

stupidness!

since there is no one cares, why the fuck must u torture urself and suffered alone till gastric??? silly silly u go eat something!! very good the result of lazy to drive out ta pao, u can only eat junkies now. FML 

*ignore me ppl, just talking to myself*